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May 27, 2005
Crazy Day
I can't deal with this shit.
It's hot and sticky. The kids are both home, and bored out of their minds. Kevin is here too- he's asleep in bed, where he has been for more than 3 hours despite my best efforts to wake him. We have no extra money to go out blowing on entertainment, not that we would anyways... It may take a crow bar and a bucket of ice water to move his lazy ass, and by the end of that, he may not be in a much of a good mood. He is also on standby this weekend, which shoots any plans of going somewhere and seeing something right in the ass.
Yep, you guessed it... It's one of my "unstable days". The days when I go around with the proverbial thorn in my ass, ready to beat the ever-living shit out of the first one who makes the wrong move. Welcome to the wondrous world that is Bi-polar disorder.
I am not medicated, as in the long run, the meds make me far worse. Last time I took my pills, I scratched my legs until I had nice scabby rings at the sock line and slept even less then normal... That's bad, since I don't sleep but 5 or so hours on a good night now.
I think I am going to go sit on the floor of the shower for a while... better than taking the largest stock pot I can find and banging it with a serving spoon, while standing on my bed screaming at my husband. It might make me feel better, but I do still have some small grasp on rationality that tells me it will probably incite a wrath similar to releasing the Kracken.
I might as well wait- at least then I can be the martyr.
Posted by TheFreud at May 27, 2005 3:26 PM
Comments
Geez Chris!! Ever think that just going outside for a walk with the kids and going without Kevin, could have been better than banging a pot with a spoon over his head? Why do you feel that you need Kevin to go any where? You are living in one of the most beautiful countries of the world and you're wasting time waiting on Kevin...DUH?? Be mad at him cuz HE choses to sleep. Get back at him by just packing up the kids and go sight seeing.
No offense..but stop whining and go do something. I know your ankle hurts, but do what you can then rest. It's gonna be a while before you are gonna be able to do anything after your surgery.
But I love you.
Mom
Posted by: Mom at May 31, 2005 3:19 PM
