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July 17, 2005

Meltdown

Freaked out.... Totally lost it last night. My big bad bipolar nemesis reared it's ugly head and spun me for a loop. Then I walked home, came in the house and had a two hour breakdown... Took me that long to stop the hyperventilating and sobbing and shaking.
Sucked.
Before I lost my mind- whilst we were sitting and chatting, and laughing... this beautiful white cat came up to the rail of the porch. Friendly and sweet as could be... She was a stray, looked like she may have been abandoned recently, and we were gonna bring her home. Of course, she had other ideas, and I got mauled a bit.
The rest of the night was fabulous. Great food and great friends... Then I freaked out.
How does one explain to people without much experience of unstable personality type things that I freaked out for no good reason, because I am in some aspects a certified nut-job, and I am sorry...?

Posted by TheFreud at July 17, 2005 11:37 AM

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Like I said, you just did. No worries. Next time I can even lend you a Teddy and a couch. Still Luv ya, Heidi

Posted by: Heidi at July 17, 2005 5:21 PM

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