2 Years

It's been two years.

On August 27, 2004, my best friend, Kristian Kramer, whom I loved very much, killed himself. Instead of facing another day on this planet, he decided to string himself up in a garage. The person whom he loved, and supposedly loved him, was in the next room passed out on the couch, after having a fight with him.
He made a very bad choice. Knowing her as I do, she drove him to it.

It may not be Thursday, but I am dedicating a whole week of FOAD to that horrible, empty, shallow, hopeless, heartless, one handed, speed-freak, manipulating, cumguzzling piece of shit, cunt-bitch that he lived with.

Instead of just breaking it off, she felt it necessary to keep him around as some sort of backup plan, whilst making sure to keep him just far enough out. Her way has always been to make sure she has everyone in her life just where she wants them... her useless life thus far has been wasted seeing how many people she can use and get what she wants from. She did it to me years ago... and in the end, she led to the loss of my best friend.

What kind of woman lives with her "boyfriend" in the same house as the father of her kids... and off and on sleeps both beds, as it suited her?! WTF kind of woman talks her boyfriend into peddling narcotics to earn money, then moves in with the ex? What kind of horrible waste of flesh lets him get thrown into rehab, then does nothing to help him when he's out- except let him die with a clean tox screen, and then offer no explanations to his parents?? Fucking hell- what kind of person calls the best friend (me) and asks for a favor-piggybacked on a guilt trip- when she knows damn good and well I hated her YEARS before Kris was found dangling from his own belt in her house?

Do I sound bitter? Misplaced anger perhaps? No, dear bitch-breath. I am pissed at Kristian too, for not being man enough to beat your short, stupid, one handed ass and walk out... I am angry at him for taking the cowards road out of this life. I can honestly say- he would NEVER have done that had I not been 6000 miles away. Maybe one day I can forgive him his pain and destitution, and the choice he ultimately made.

K.Greene: You're a fucking failure as a human being. I pity your children for having to grow up with a skank like you as an example. May there be salvation to be found for them in their father's influence. May they grow up normal and happy- having become immune to your whiney, "I'm the victim", sob sob, whimper, cry, bullshit.

Fuck you, you worthless bitch. I hope you don't die... so you have to live a long life knowing that, at least once, your suck-ass way of living your life extinguished the light of a life more worthy than yours.