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September 18, 2006
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It's gonna be one of those days, I think. Oh, the joy that is bipolar meets PMS. I woke up pissed off, and ready to beat the fuck out of the first thing that moved- then I got an email from one of the girls about the dresses, adding stress to my already tense mindset. When I get on an upswing, the last thing I want is to have my well laid plans fucked with or even called into question. Seriously- I don;t need anyone freaking out about something at this point. If you want to freak- wait until later, mmmmk? I already got a call last night that added 3 or 4 hours of labor to the dress I am working on.
Days like this make me want to crawl in a hole and pull it in after me. Imagine being pissed off- like road rage pissed off, and walking around that way all day- on the verge of blowing up; completely snapping, losing it, and doing or saying something you know you'll regret later... then trying to function like a normal fucking human being for that day.
My boy-o is home sick today too, so I have to tread extra carefully- right after I get back from the store. Yea, I must journey to the valley of the shadow of AAFES and find cough syrup and lozenges. Goodie- maybe I can get behind some asshat at the gate- or some prick in line. That would really make it a well rounded morning.
I think I am gonna go take a shower- before I use the cat as a football and punt him full force off the balcony.
Posted by TheFreud at September 18, 2006 7:44 AM
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Aww I hope you feel better tomorrow. This is a nice site and it's nice to run into one that is actually updated often!
Take care.
Posted by: Ariauna at September 19, 2006 7:11 AM
P.s Im a military wife too :) (you dont have to post this one, just delete- just wanted to let you know that we are all around !! lol
Posted by: Ariauna at September 19, 2006 7:13 AM
When I'm PMSing, there are a couple of hours that REALLY scare me. I can fly off the deep-end so quickly or get extremely depressed & a few hours later, I'll be just fine.
Hey, I forget if you're part of our webring or not. Being that you're bipolar, guess what? YOU QUALIFY!! LOL
If you want to join, go to: http://bipolarplanet.blogspot.com
:)
Posted by: jane at September 19, 2006 9:43 PM
