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December 11, 2006
Anniversary...?
It has been two months. Two months of no cramps, no bleeding, nor the messy other bits that came with my uterine female process. I have grieved a bit over the loss of my reproductive function, but all in all, it has been one of the best decisions I have made. As cute as babies are... to sit and realistically think about diapers, bottles, night time feedings, potty training, child proofing, and highchair havoc... There is no fucking way I could do all that again, while caring for the two I have, and try to keep my sanity, (what little of it I have,) in tact. It would be a one way ticket to a nice white room being watched by nice men in clean white coats through a little window in the bright white door.
Things are not back to 100% yet- as I found out on Friday- when I was carrying on the housework, to find out a few hours later that doing too much can still kick my ass up one side and down the other; leaving me sore, crampy, and pissed off. I am getting there though, a little at a time. So- crack a beer, pour a shot, and drink to me and my "hysterversary".
In so much as I would love to take the day to celebrate- my libations of the weekend more than took care of any urge I may have had to make merry. Today, I nurse myself back from the abyss of stupidity, and clean up the evidence of the murder of our sanity left in the house. You would think by the age of 32 I would have learned. So retarded. As K2 has said, "I am not drinking any more.... I am not drinking any less, either."
Posted by TheFreud at December 11, 2006 8:27 AM
